Like a picture, it fades but never torn. a simple retouch would bring it all back.
Hold me close and i'll hold you closer.

Dear, thanks for loving me so much.

p.s. i'll try to sleep early next time. loves.

gahs.
my da's so cute when she gets irritated of losing her entry.
BUT! seriously, i really do understand how she feels.
totally. =/

ok ok.
time to make up for the entry that baby lost.
and more or less, i know what's on my love's mind that she intend to pen down here. =)

took time off ytd at about 3.30pm.
went home to shower b4 heading down to my dada's workplace.
guessed i left house ard 5++pm.
took 196 down to parkway, and hell yes! i got scared when i tried to walk to her workplace.
baby's right. i was at the correct direction, but because the surroundings were too strange and unfamiliar.
i stopped dead in my tracks, hesitated and ended up calling my baby for directions.
heh.

niwaes.
i remembered telling dada that she smell of dogs... heeheehee.
and ya la. da was outside smoking when i reached her place.
and she's almost done with her work, so as usual, i sat on the bench and played with Kimmy and another cat named "OEI". *grins*

baby made barLey water for me to enjoy.
so sweet of her. thanks da. appreciate your love and care. i really do. =)

i think i waited for about an hour for baby to finish up her work and she has to cleaned herself up after cleaning the dogs. (and baby, i would like to clean up for you anytime soon. hehehe)

headed down to parkway bustop after she has done cleaning up, and took 197 down to bugis to have our dinner.
debated quite awhile on where to eat, and i decided to have MOS with her.
AND THANK GOD! there were still available seats in MOS when we got there.
the two-seated table. i called it "couple seats". gahs.

anyhoos.
fagged after dinner, then went to perlinis to check out some couple rings.
first thing to comment.
They sell normal looking rings, at a high price.
$68 for a pair of normal sterling silvers.
so not worth it.

me and da decided to head down to another silver shop just near the entrance.
they sell nicer rings and at a lower price.
yeah. we got a pair. stainless steel somemore la.
but yet again, my heart broke when baby refuse to let me fork some $$ out.
=(

And my heart broke further when she got me a bag from bugis street at the later part of our shopping.
dar! i swear im not gonna let you spend on me anymore.
(and i swear i aint going to go into a shop and say that something is nice, because i will noe what will happen next.)
at least not for now hokays?

cheap food from now onwards, right on da? =)

save up for rainy days baby.
and Yes love, i will use the bag that you bought for me, and the ring will always stay on my finger.
Till the day i die, i will still be wearing this ring.
i promise. =)

im gonna meet my lover later after my work.
i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait.

and oh my god! i swear this is the longest entry i have ever posted.
Hands having the fit, and it is typing non-stop!

my beloved baby just texted me.
yes dear, i know you slept at 4am last night.
i saw from the tagboard the time u left a short post there.
gahsssss!!!

(baby just texted me to ask if im angry. heh.)
nono... am not.
BUTTTT!
spankies for me later on. *evil grins*


alrighty.
love's has called.
laters!

OMG!!!! i lost the entry again. i cant do this anymore. argh.
i'll just put in the last part.


With this ring, i put on you, you are eternally mine.
Baby, the ring of steel would hold us strong in these hard times.
Fear not, coz nothing would break our love steel.
Hold on, Never let go. Because, i am for sure, not Ever letting go.

I'll cya later in the day. Love you baby. Forever.

Yours Only,
DADA

Happy 1st month dear.

I love you.




Weets!!!!!
it's our first month already.
and im getting excited.
and baby, im wishing for more of these days to come. =)
i know it will, won't it?



i'm stuck at work now.
emails and calls piling up on me.
i hate email shifts.
thank god im leaving soon.
*grins*

my hornny bast is at work now too....
and yes, im miting her soon.
i cant Wait!!!!!
-prances around excitedly-

im frozen up.
by the coldness in the office that is embracing me.
but the thought of you, and the thought of your lovely smile.
warms me up and makes me feel right.
i'm so thankful i have such a wonderful partner, Like you.
and i'm glad i have you by my side.
the fact that you swept me off my feet, and i'm crazily head over heels in love with you.

I cry because I love you,I cry because I care,I cry because I feel we have a love so rare...
I know that happiness is just right beside me.
In your arms, where i belong, I know im safe in your embrace.

And this, i thank you baby.
For bring me into your life.



i love you.

those hands make those words


shadows of love







the reason to smile *winks



My lover. My companion. My wife. My forever. Love u baby.


I am proud to have you in my life


I love you. Can we stay like this forever?


Even out of bed, u entice me.loves.


A Dream Came True.


The Ultimate Kiss of Life. *grins


You are my sunshine, u shine so bright. thus the shades.hee.



And vice versa. *grins


My baby with longer hair? I Love YOU!

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me
Fill my life with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you

i wish, time would stop.
so that the day would not come at all.
i know very well, that this will never occur.
thus, the pain in my heart.

i know of the different means of communication available.
MSN, Skype, phone, personal blog, bla bla.
but, sadly, it's never gonna be the same without her being physically here.
It will, never be the same.

i have tried to be strong. and not think too much about this ordeal i have to go thru, but, again, as the date draws nearer, im feeling more afraid and more, alone.

This is bad, i know. I have to be strong for her, for us.
But the thought of having to pass each day without her here, it's as painful as having a thousand knives pierced through my heart.

Imagine.

The excruciating pain. For her to bear as well, it's not fair.
I'd rather carry all the weight so she don't have to suffer.
God, help me on that.

Unbearable.

I wish i could just make everything better for the both of us.
Right now, all i can do, is pray.



im feeling helpless





++horrnny bitch

hey baby... missin u terribly here. baby's at her granny's plc. and shes got the bad period cramps. and once agen, i cant do anything to help her out. Just got off the fone with my dear. sensing her voice in excruciating pain. it pains me too..
*prays that my baby would be better*
Baby, im really glad u love ur lil party that nite. i was so afraid, that it wouldnt wrk out. Do not thank me. I thank God for giving me such a beautiful person. inside and outside. i will honour and cherish every moment of it till i breathe no more.

Darling, although the date is nearing, and im leaving. the past 4 weeks have been the best days of my life.i will hold them closely when im there. I love you. Await my return.

Lots of love to my sexy, horny, raunchy, gorgeous, intelligent, patient, gracious, adoring, bitch.

P.S. more words to come :)

baby, thanks for carefully planning out my early birthday celebration for me ytd.
im really touched by your efforts, and i'm glad you are right here with me.
thanks, for your gift. i really love it alot.
thanks, for all that you have done for me, for the efforts you put in, and the amount of hard work you put in just to make me happy.

Baby, i know of the love you have for me, strong and passionate.
and i can assure you, that my love for you is also the same.
i'm never gonna let you go.

i love you so much, that i wanna spend the rest of my life with you.

remember the quote we saw yesterday?
"i hope you know CPR, because you took my breathe away".

Yes love, You take my breathe away.

=)





++your hornyy bitchh

Okie doks. i told baby i would write another entry later. but i got bored. my baby's so busy at work and getting really stressed out abt it.

hmm.. sometimes, i wish i can be of help to you,dear. or even bear the trespasses for you. Mm..ayte, enuff with the masochistic remarks

yep, im mtg baby in a few hours time. i sure hope she doesn't read this till tmr.
i've got a dinner surprise planned. i pray intently that this one would work..

and baby's having the sulks while chattin with me on msn.. Gorgeous.

I can't think of where to even begin with. but baby, u... u just make me a much better person. i love you.

apologies baby, for a whole lot of random in this entry. cya later
loves
your one and only horny devil, sugar baby, erm horny bastard. did i miss any ones out??

i finally understood how my horny devil felt when she accidentally had a comment deleted off without saving.
because that's what BLOOOODY HELLLLL happened to me!
Cept for the difference that my whole blog was closed automatically without having my entry saved before it died on me. arseehollllleeeee....... >.<"
No more long entries.

i need chill pills from you. =(

we finally had the miniature "US" to hug at night when we aint beside each other.
custom made two bears from build-a-bear workshop at vivo. (was there shopping on monday, one of my AL claimed). The bear i will hug will be her in a denim overall jumper, while the one she is gonna have to hug is me in a denim dress.
couplets. lovely ones. =)

met my sugar honey on tuesday as well... took AL for that day too.
headed down to my sugar bastardd's place for a swim and headed down to cathay after lunch to meet Tash and her Sis.
Met up with Mona (baby's hilarious friend).
chatted up and spent the rest of the night listening to stories and talking.
and oh ya. i had my matcha mambo (green tea milkshake) at TCC last night at PS.
*smacks lips* yummy. *grins*

my hornnny devilish Basttarrd is still mugging at work.
and im just sticking my arse down at my chair typing away.
i'm acting bz, acting acting acting. =X

im goonna try to take Time Off tmr, so that i can go collect my samsung phone at PS.
Baby's gonna accompany me. dinner together. Yeahooos!

my sugar baby's got a date out with her friends tonight. movie date.
im so gonna be left at home on my own after my work. =(

i miss my hornnny B.

Rite-o! Im so bored at 1am. reckoned i shud pop an entry for my love *grins
hopefully it doesnt self delete.i'll curse my arse agen if it happens.
Ah... my precious doll is asleep. and by golly, is she sick agen. sigh.. heart wrenching...
i sure hope she gets a good proper rest tonight. (*screams FATFAT piss off!)
honestly, baby, im really happy being with you. Never in my wildest dreams would i ever find such great satisfaction in a relationship. If it werent for you, my beliefs in love would stay stagnant. Do u noe that?

Baby, i love you.and i really miss you.
i await eagerly for monday.hee.
such an irony when i say
I LOVE MONDAYS!(eat this garfield!)

Lots of Love,
your horny bastard. wuff!

saturdaysssss........

okays.
im on the phone with my hornnny bastard while im typing this.
heh. im already at work, and B's on the way to hers.
my work's ending at 2pm, and baby's finishing work at 6plus.
will be meeting her on Monday bcuz i happily took leave on monday and tuesday.
and yah, last day of work's on 5th February.
5 days before baby's study trip to aussie. =(

and baby's thinking that my typing is way to fast.
she cant catch up. lols.
i'm telling her this on the phone "i'm used to it, baby". =)
gahs.

today's a cold and breezy day. hopefully it stays that way, without rain.
i think rain's a hassle.
need to bring umbrella larh, will get wet lar... and start running in the rain to find for a shelter lar. troublesome.
and you really get soaking wet and your clothes will start to stick to your body when the rain pours on you. smart.

anyways.
im still talking to my lovey dovey.
and Baby's saying im writing essay here.
lols. because i always type in long entries for my blogs. *grins*

i think my hornyy bastard is going to be early for w0rk.
AND MY LOVE JUST EXPOSED ME OVER THE PHONE!!!! *Screams*
=X opps.
just because of this conversation:

Baby: Are you still typing in the blog?
Me: Yes dear.
Baby: What you write about?
Me: Whatever that comes into my mind.
Baby: Me right? Right Right?
Me: Err ya.... Stop EXPOSING me larhs!!!
Baby: *LMAO!!!*
Me: >.<""""""

Anyways.
i'm having the pangs of hunger.
giving me urges to eat whatever that comes my way.
shit. feel like a glutton all of a sudden.
Bahs!

okays,
i think i better stop here before baby's starting to think im writing a composition or something. tsktsktsk.

adios!


++hornybitttch. =)

The 2 Horny Bs' both busy at work now.
And the Horny Bittch is falling asleep. Lack of oxygen.

Met up with my horny bastard yesterday after work.
Went home to shower before heading off to her workplace to look for her.
Fact is, i wanna see that Kimmy cat too. so yeah. lols.

Took bus 10 from harbour and travelled for about an hour down to her place.
i SWEAR i never felt so lost before travelling in the bus.
The first time was travelling down to Nick's place.
(East never appeals me, because i hate traveling on buses to ulu ulu places. =/)

anyways.
Bee brought me to see the kimmy cat and his "boyfriend".
haha. that "boyfriend" started to get sticky to me, while Kimmy just approached me cautiously larhs. (think she's afraid that i might swallow her up in one whole. tsk)

oh yes! that big, enormous black dog in baby's workplace FREAKED the hell outta me larhs. that mutt. simba or smthg. his name.
gahs, and i saw the two white shnauzers (is this how it's spelt?????).
yes, baby's right, one's an idiot. tsktsk. =X

after playing around with the two cats, headed down to 7-11 to get chocolates. Kit Kat Crunchy Bar. YUMS!

Tash was supposed to meet us, so headed down to suntec to look for her.
She's with another girl, Sandra or smthg. (Sorry B, i got stm occasionally. gahs)

Had dinner at fish & co. baby and I shared the dory fillet with coriander sauce. NICE! and yeah, Tash and Sandra had a seafood platter for two. Hilarious dinner for us, because of the interesting china waitress who keeps grinning at Tash. and YES, Tash got teased, as usual. LOLS.

Gonna meet my horny B tmr, after my work.
As usual, gonna travel down to her workplace to look for her.
Heading to chinatown with her colleagues. Hopefully i dun feel too weird to go with them. =/

alrighty, time for me to end here. before i start to write a story in our blog.
lovey dovey honey! =)




++horny Bs.

my hornny B's still working.
i'm stuck at work still too.
4.30pm is the official time i get released from "hell".
gahs.

i'm having some serious outbreaks on my face.
i need more H20..

and Fark, its raining cats and dogs outside now.
hell knows how am i gonna drag my ass home before i meet my love.
gahs.
dad's not picking up my call, and the DUMB maid also duno how to answer one larhs.
useless. tsKkk.

oritey.
half hour more before i m off for werk.
CIAOz.

dedicated to my most, horniest basstard. =)