dar, u have complete me.u make me smile.u give me love that i've never tasted before.i miss ur whispers in my ear. i miss seeing ur smile.so much.i miss holding u close to me.i miss it all. i am in love with u.i am truly in love with u.dont doubt it.
Sigh.. its a saturday, and im doing nth.just sitting arnd and all..waitin for dar to come on.shes sick.and im very worried.i noe for a fact that my dar hasnt have proper sleep the last couple of days. and with a series of distractions.im very worried.i cant know exactly how my love is.im not there.im worried. i hope she is much better.i really love her alot.
maybe i'll go take a nap. there is really nothing to do here.and i hate it.i really do.i miss home.i miss being in my baby's arms.ah! i remember her fingers.i remember how i used to run my fingers through hers.the nice, warm, smooth feeling.just serenes it.ah......that beautiful pair of hands she has....just beautiful.
i cant wait for june.i cant. i wanna belay baby.i wanna be the one to hold her and catch her

dear, i will hold u if u fall.i will never let u get hurt.i will never let go.

i'll go nap now.
nothing to do...
really nothing..

love u baby.love u always
i wont walk away from you.
i wont.i will never.i cant bear to.
i want u. i need u.
i love u.

da, i have never blamed u.
no matter how ur mood can actually resemble a roller coaster ride, i'll still ride this tide with you.

i love you, and that's all that matters.
i will be right here for you, standing by you.

so dar, let's do this tgt aite?

++your horrnny bittch. always

baby, remember this? i want to grow old with u.ytd was a big mistake.i started first. therefore, i will apologise.dar, i noe u forbid that. but dear, im really in love with u.i really am.i ask that u forgive me again.i miss u so much dar. so much. maybe thats y those thoughts ran thru my head?but all i know is i love u and i really hope this doesnt affect our love for each other.
i love u always

yours always,
dada

dad had a go at me this aftnn.
Again, another parent disagreeing conflict.
i've got a new name for the disease, where practically the child gets "mentally and verballly abused by parents of my kind.
parental disorder.

nice name.

ok, enough said.

i just received an email from my school saying that course starts end of april and most prob beginning of may.
i might as well slack my ass off before my real school terms start.
pffft.
i'm soon gonna be a real bummer.
tsk.

baby's back for dinner, but she is heading down to one of her mate's parents cottage for chicken.
farewell kinda thingy.
im gonna get killed by boredom.
literally.

music notes, here i come.



a dream come true.

++your horny bitch.

yep. my dear makes more effort in this than i do. the last 3 entries were done by her. im so sorry.. that im not updating often as i promised i would. My dar is asleep rite nw. i shud expect her in a couple of hours if shes got good sleep in.
My life has been a bore for the last 2 weeks. basically sorting my sch stuff and all. Geez, i had to pay like 14bucks for one module's notes excluding the lect's recommended readings and thats 14buck! i thought our sch fees would haf meant to cover that as well. and gosh, its just so different here. its like all dIY here. basically the lecs just get paid to do nth. and i thought thats wot the singapore lects do.. but its much worse here

Darling, i really miss you. i really do. and you noe wot? i just sent out a lil smtg to u. its pretty much nth and a bit cheesy and cliche.but i hope u wudnt feel that way abt it.so yeh, i hope u like it -smiles-

And dar, please dont let mum get to you.i think they do that often and more often, its is us that feels like shit. not them. just do what u wanna do. add sacarsm to whatever quarrals. use reverse psychology. you shud be fine. and than laugh abt it later? hee.
You will be fine.

Yep just had an 8am lect. nodding off like 1/2 the time. bad lighting in the lec theatre played a part too.hee. baby's guna smack me for that. :D

anyway, nth to say abt here except its gettin chilly and drizzles every day.Brr... wore a singlet last nite. dang! it was cold!*grins
and dar,please look after urself. weather there isnt very good. easy to fall ill. tke more fruits and drink more fluids. and that tummy of urs. always worries me. get the docs to haf a look at it ok? It shudnt happen so ofter (gosh, im such a nag..pffft..)
Remember, there is someone here praying for ur safety. so don't let me worry when im here too. k? And dont worry too love. i will tke my meds. -puppy eyed-
take care dear.
Love you

it's really amazing how mums can be extra indecisive and how flicker-minded they can get?
One minute they can give you allowances to spend on, be it $50 or $100.
And the next minute, they can go at you on how heavy your expenditures were.
Pfffft. When can they ever make up their minds?

Anyways, im huffing and puffing, trying to build a hammock for fat fat.
but darn, it doesnt seem to be the way i wanted it to be.
shall work on it later on.

Am mugging on my music notes while waiting for my darling to be online.
I'm music-sick.

lols.

laterssssss........




-you are the best gift, ever.
iloveyou.


++your horrny bitchhhh.

baby, im sorry i blew up at you ytd nite.
and i'm sorry that i've hurt you.
i know sorry is a tabooo word, but i won't feel good if i do not apologise to you.
so... i hope u will accept my apologies, instead of telling me not to say that word to you.
i really didnt mean to.

birthday ruined.
by mum.

spoiler.


nothing much to blog today.
since it's not yet the end of the day.
so yeah.

im waiting for her to come online.
so im going to slack my ass off for now.

adios.....


i love you baby.
i really do.

++your horny bitch.

yeeeee ha!!!!!
i finally managed to get my microphones up.
and i manage to talk to my beloved.

me and my love tried yahoo then msn, but both of them died on us.
so last resort.... skype.
yes. it was working, after much hardwork.

baby's having dinner now.
and i m waiting for her to be back.
am occupying myself with tv.

parents buying me dinner later.
at vivo.
i get to choose the place, because im the birthday girl!!!! *grins*

and dear, i miss you alot, do you know that?

and im in love with the most handsome-looking and most wonderful gf in the whole world.
no wait.
most handsome-looking and most wonderful hubby!
hehehe.

and dear, im always here with you.
rmb that.

++your horny bitch.
it's the best

Love sick...

howdy bab-ey! i holler frm down under. where the cows moo and shops shut at 4pm. pffft..
yep, is 10.25am sgp>>>> haf yet to change my comp to aus time. but its fine. at least i noe my baby's time at hm.
Baby, im never home, unless im in your arms once again.i love you so much more each and every single day. Though i cant see you and hear you less. your image, your perfect face, your gorgeous smile, your warm laughter is a constant reminder for me to do my best here and come bk.
ok, details of today's happenings:
i woke up at 6.45am at my friend's plac just to hop on the ferry and catch the bus within the st lucia school campus (St. Lucia is the other busy campus nearest to the city in UQ) and yeh, caught the 8am bus. which took us 1 1/2 hr to drive dwn to my campus.(yep, where the cows rule and i drool. :D) Had a huge peein urge back on the 1 1/2 hr bus ride. argh. hate it.

Anyway, came bk and missed the hall brekie. Thank God for stock ups. i had bread with pnut butter and tuna.its alrite. But i miss eating my baby's cooking. -looks up dreamily- sigh...
yep, did some shit for hall and nw am bk, hopin my dar would pop online for a bit??

Oh and dar, had a sunny side up for dinner and guess wot, i burst the yolk first.cuz the whole egg fell off my folk. face down. yep. pressure killed it. urgh. i nid baby to feed me sunny side ups. i cant do it for nuts. yep. addin that to the list of reasons why i need baby forever.*winks

ooh. baby just textd. hang on.ok, back! yep. and dar, please be safe ok? Someone here in the other end of the world(ok, maybe not the other end, another part.k) is thinking of you so much and loves you soo..... much.
hugs & kisses,
yours always,
Dada

My beautiful angel.

okays, a lil bit of updating to do.
had a wonderful birthdat dinner with my friends yesterday.
at miss clarity cafe.
Baby called for awhile from australia.
i miss her so much!

i have got dada's residing address over in aussie already.
gonna write to her often!
and baby also promised to write to me too.
*big grins*

im haviong my actual birthday celebration with my parents tomorrow.
hopefully dad's gonna buy me the puma watch!
and a nice dinner!
hehehee.


dadadada.
ur baby's having good bd celebrations here.
not to worry.
i bet im sure gonna look really filled up when u come back in june.

hehehe.


okays.
it's time for me to hit the showers, and to get some rest before meeting shara.
she's gonnna pass me the microphones and the bd present i think.
alrighttttty.

im signing off.


im missing u da.



++your horny biiitch.

hey sweetheart. got up early here. too early in fact. say like 8.30 aus? wich wrks out to be 6ish in sgp? oh well, i thot i'd update whats been up with me in this sunshine coast.
Firstly, its not sunshine at all. or rather the sun shines for a couple of hours and than it pours and gets all dreary and dampens my spirits. But my baby is my source of sunshine,hee. i'll see her msgs and i'll be all fine, or infact, much better.
My sunshine in the dreary days.I love you sweets. for bringing me all this and so much more.
anyway, back to my life so far here, we did shoppin almost everyday. i swear, i hate shoppin so so much now. not unless i am with u darling. u gorgeous thing. *muacks (eeks, randomocity)
Yep, shoppin or rather grocery shoppin for stuff that i mite need in my room.
Oh, yes. we tried to take public transport frm the city to the school. that was like at least a freakin 2 hours!!! wtf! looks like its guna be all rural for me frm now. and yes dear, we missed our train and the nxt one's like 1hour away. that nearly killed me.-bleh- yeh, coz that stn had like 8 platforms?? we just assumed one w/o checkin the screen. sigh, like i sed, 2 kukus downunder. makes life interesting huh, baby?

Yep, anyway, i called baby at 6.10pm aussie? (cuz baby says its 4.10pm in sgp when i called). yeh, and how i miss your voice so much. i could just talk on the fone to u all day. and my worries will all be forgotten. how did u manage to do that? u are amazing. its like when i talk to you, i forget my trespasses and problems. its like im in heaven hearing your sweet sounding voice. love, pls tell me how did u go abt doing that?? *grins

anyway, had subway for dinner cuz i missed dinner with the others and the parkin was gg.but subway tastes especially good and sweet after the chat with darling. we headed back to the motel that after and i had a web cam chat with my sweetdums. its pretty funny, like hear ur voice, cant see you. Can see you, cant hear your voice. the irony of it all, gorgeous.

we chatted till, i'd say sgp 10.30pm? cuz my love, had her mom hounding on her for her to get of the net. which is good. cuz sweety, u got a headache. and that gifs u good reason to sleep early. i believe its the late nights that haf been a cause of you headaches, love. rest more.rest more dar.

well, yeh, that pretty much sums up ytd.
oh one more thing.

baby, the greatest thing to ever happen to me. i will love you and cherish you so much. Dont bet on it, because i will make u smile, laugh, or even snort or burp with me. i will make you the happiest girl on earth.
I LOVE YOU.
I MISS YOU.
ALL SO MUCH.

-muacks-


~your horny bastard :)

La Dee Dummmssss.

Ok.
I'm back once again. To update as usual.

I was up from bed unusually late these few days.
My sleeping time's totally not normal, at least, not the same as before during my working days.

Pffft.

i'm so glad i can sleep more, without have to fret about getting up early for work. Phews.

OK.

I was spending the whole day doing a pair of earrings.
Yes. A pair of earrings.

It took a lil longer than usual for me to do that pair of earrings.
Because, i don't normally take a whole day to do a pair of earrings.

I specially wanted to create a signature design, that would match the outfit that dada has picked for me in australia.
So i gotta make sure it looks perfect.
And it's in green. (looks at dear and smile)

So yeah, im a perfectionist, so what?
Dada loves it what, right da? *winks*

Anyhoos.
Dada called me in the later part of the afternn.
I guessed it was about 4.10pm here in singapore?
oh my god.
How i missed my love's voice.
SO much.

And yes, dear.
Dun forget.
Im here, and I love you.

Everything will be good, and when you are back.
Im gonna cook for you, and yes da, we will go shopping tgt.

Aites?

You are the best thing that ever happened to me. Ya know that da?

-smiles-




++YOur horniest Bitccchhh

yep, baby has been updating regularly and i have yet to do a proper one. its valentine's day today and im not spending it with my baby.
Sadly, neither wud i spend my love's birthday with her. But i assure u dar, i assure you that in the birthdays u haf in the following years, i will alwez be there. phycially.
Well, baby here's how my vdae went.
I went to the city by train to get my 'Above 18++' card. but some fuckin asian woman at the front deak REFUSED to accept my app whn i took my passport to her... she jumped on the fact that i lacked a third ID. wtf. that was a fuckin asian.. slut!

anyway, that aft, we went to another town to do a bit of shoppin. Bot stuff for my baby.. a green tubsh top and a pair of grey hot shorts. i earnestly hope that my dar wud love them when she does see them in june. ( i think my dar would look so hot withe those clothes and an add on of the loopies i got for her). i will get you so much more stuff ok?
ayte, the orange light at the bottom of the screen is flashin. my dear is calling. :)ah dar sed i dc.shit arse comp!

Afterwich, we hdd bk to the motel, and then off to dinner. i think i've bin gaining weight. argh.. but baby will love me still rite?

Baby fell out with parents today over bills and all.baby, i cant be there to hold u and comfort you and tell u that everything will be fine... but love, tmr willl alwys be better.

Darling, let us not let distance become the factor of failin rships. but let us work arnd it so as to make us so much stronger..

Love, rmb when i held you. rmb that in your heart. hold that thot in your head.
hold it......because,


I'm coming back.I coming back to u.

Baby, somehow, in someway, u made me so special. No one could or would wanna do that for me.

i Love you dear
Happy Valentine's Day
and rmb, i miss you so much, and i think abt you everyday...

yours nw and forever,
dada

Here i am again. Updatting the blog again.
So, here-hooos! i'm here again.
pffft.i'm bored.

Met Shavonne up for Lunch and passed her the bracelets.
Had Thai Express at Citilink.
And yes, she suggested having the food at miss clarity cafe.Gud idea.

Im now stuck at home. Yes on a Valentine's day.
Baby's in aussie, and my gf has not come online.
=(

I miss you baby.
I miss you.

++horny bitch.

The One.

And now i know.
When i'm all alone.
There's someone right here.
To love and to hold.

When i first taste your lips.
Our first Kiss.
You took my breathe away.

And now i see.
What you mean to me.
You are my life, my ecstasy.

When i first saw your eyes.
Your Brilliant Eyes.
You light up my life.

Yes you light up my life.

Right-O.
As promised, im blogging my daily life here in blogger.
So that my lovely hubbie can read and know how my life's been.

Im all changed.
Gonna head down to chinatown to get my swarovski's crystals.
Chavonne's ordered a couple of bracelets from me. For her mum and sis.
Dad's still out, so i gotta wait for him to be back before i can head out.

Dardar texted me and said she found diva.
And not surprising. They have more ranges there than in Singapore.
Ya. Their products, there is no way they can ship more than what they can afford over to Singapore market. They still gotta keep some unique pieces, only available over at their country. Make sense? (Hope so. *cross fingers*)...

i'm missing my love terribly here. hopefully i can get to talk to her tonite. or soon. Skype's lagging. Still, MSN is the best source of communication. Not forgetting add-ons like webcam.. And my darn integrated speaker/microphones are not working... and my external microphone went missing. Up till now, i stil haven had the faintest idea on where the hell i left it. *roars*...

WW3 will arrive soon. because im gonna flip my whole room upside down just to find the box that contains the microphone. Disastrous. (baby, take cover please. heee....)
Mad woman on the looose. *evil grins*

OMG OMG OMG! i cant believe that CNY is gonna be over so sooon.
i've not yet collected enough angpows. at least, not to my satisfaction level. *sulks*.

And no celebration of valentine's for me this year. cuz dada's over in aussie, and im here. Not even my BD. =(

Dada, please come home soon. im missing u and needing u badly here, love. ='(


there will be miracles, when you believe.

yep yep, as what my baby had sed, im rite now in brisbane, australia. and i am missin my love so much.... the first few nights were hard.
i cried.
i had to hold back my tears when i went in. baby texted me till the last bit. i started to tear.. but i had to hold it. cuz my cousins were with me. and i dont want them to ask. or probe.
that night i cried so hard in bed. till it hurts. i miss her so so much

the second night i cried less cuz i spoke to my baby. bt i did tear each time my baby sent me a msg. that was hard, to hold it in. but i am tryin baby.

the third night, today, i see my baby on msn. i feel encouraged. i feel strength. i feel so much stronger. i love you sweets be well

got some pics that i took since i left..
oh before that here's a video link of u and me, my love.

dada's in australia nw.
and im missing her badly.. =(
my love sent me a text this morning. saying that she would be online today.
yes baby. im gonna wait for you to come. no worries.
just take your time to do your things first aite?

ilove you.

darling.
im missing you terribly here.
missing your hugs. your kisses.
argh! please come back and replenish the hugs and kisses that i've missed out this few months? =/

darn connection internet on my ibook is not working.
i need help!

baby baby baby.
please b safe.
i'll b waiting.

Lovely regards,
topped with lotsa love and hugs and kisses.

++your horny bitch.

love always.

hello my darling. My boo.My juice. my sweetdums.
hmm.. will my love read this before 10th?
I sense that baby would be all busy.
so I guess not?
Baby, we shall overcome the distance, with our love.
I stand in awe of you and our love. You bring me joy n happiness that none could have brought. I pray each and every day u will always be mine.
Dear, do u remember each day we spend together? those were the best days of my life. Im serious.
Ah... it seems like it was just yesterday that i first met you, my love. and how the good times rolled by quickly. but with many more of such to come. await my return in june. which is like 3-4mths?

"CAN WE FIX IT?!"
"YES, WE CAN!"

Love you booboo. always.