i may have sounded harsh ytd nite.
i may have refused to pick up your calls.
but conscious kills me. i cant bear to b upset with u for too long.
i cant bring myself to ignore you for too long. Much less braeking up with you.
Breaking up is never an option for me. For this r'ship.
It's the last resort.
Even though i did have that thought for a split second, but i can never use it.

Because i love you too much.
And i can never bear to let go of this r'ship.
You mean so much to me.