Her beautiful brown eyes shine through mine. Her endless laughter drives my work. She is my beautiful girl. She is mine.

My love is playing MapleStory as im chatting on her. and she did a gorgeous sneeze. sweet. we have been together for almost 6months. its quite a feat, for me and for her. basically, in summation, for us. Her first long distance, my first longest and the first long distance as well. I think we are doing fine. in some cases, more than fine. -smiles- im 5 days away from home (if u work it out that i leave on the 16th), so yeh, 5 more days. -grins- i can feel her heartbeat again. It marvels me how such gorgeous she is. Her every move is so perfect, so gentle, so sweet. I long for this endless sweetness everyday when i wake up, and now (or soon), i would be able to find that sweetness agen.

The agony of distance.
The price we pay for love.
Its not alot.
You have to be in it to know it.
And that it costs nothing just to hold her once again.
Not the distance,
Not the pain,
Its all just in the name of LOVE.

sing with me!!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE
ITS ALL YOU NEED TO FEED!!!
LALALALALA!!!

Words X Actions

The result: Ultimate Love.

Her* words touched my heart agen. its a breath of fresh air each time she speaks. each time she types those words. i never got tired of seeing her. of loving her. of hearing her. my doors are always opened to her. The days of seeking are gone. i have found the true meaning of life. i see what i see through her eyes. her touch and her voice. shes amazing. a wonderful lover, a beautiful friend. a well cherished future.

I undoubtedly, would never ever leave her. Her words make me so humble agen. She has loved me so much more than i had expected.she has surpassed all my expectations. I want nothing. no riches, no one.i just want her.

Promises we made to each other, we kept. I promise. I promise to give her the happiness she deserves and so much more. I want her to be happy. My world revolves around her happiness. I love her.

Dearest, the world spins so well with u and me in it. Dont fret, dont cry, dont frown. I will turn it all upside down, and i will give u the biggest smile in a very long time. i love u.
Now and Forever.

10 more days.
and im counting the hours. -winks-

dear,i love u. and i will never stop loving u.

ah.
im about to regurgitate.

i have to depend on soft diet for the next 2 weeks.
no good food till da comes back.

-sulks.

The Magnitude of Pain

Her pain, dwells in mine. i hurt so much as she does. I woke up in fear this morning. the fear of losing her. And possibly losing all meaning of life.
She is in seemingly much pain as i watched her. She cant eat well, she's consuming meds that affects her health, in a benefit that it will rid her off infections. The irony of it all. anyway, its 12 days more till im due home. everyday is like being on parole. i count my hours, i count my days. And in the last few months, i have been counting the weeks.
The exams are drawing near.fear and stress sets in. One thing i look forward to, at the end of the day, is the sound of her voice and the aftermath of it ringing in my head. It calms me even in the deepest storms. I prayed this morning as she slept on, that she would get better. I fear everyday. but i guess it shows i love her all that much.
Her sleepless nites, i feel, i heard, i broke. Her strained neck, hurts her, and hurts me. my heart broke. shes in so much pain,to the point, i am compelled to feel her pain too. I asked that God wud bestow her burdens onto me, for i cant bear to have her in pain anymore.Its hurting. The abolute magniude of pain. Thats what i call love.

Dear, u are safe in my arms now.
Lean on me. i will hold u.
Close ur eyes,
Let me take u to our place.
The one place we call home.
Our hearts
The joint at which our hearts come together, is where we find peace. it is there we lay. say no more, because we have found haven, in each others arms.
i love u.
truly.
I do.