The Magnitude of Pain

Her pain, dwells in mine. i hurt so much as she does. I woke up in fear this morning. the fear of losing her. And possibly losing all meaning of life.
She is in seemingly much pain as i watched her. She cant eat well, she's consuming meds that affects her health, in a benefit that it will rid her off infections. The irony of it all. anyway, its 12 days more till im due home. everyday is like being on parole. i count my hours, i count my days. And in the last few months, i have been counting the weeks.
The exams are drawing near.fear and stress sets in. One thing i look forward to, at the end of the day, is the sound of her voice and the aftermath of it ringing in my head. It calms me even in the deepest storms. I prayed this morning as she slept on, that she would get better. I fear everyday. but i guess it shows i love her all that much.
Her sleepless nites, i feel, i heard, i broke. Her strained neck, hurts her, and hurts me. my heart broke. shes in so much pain,to the point, i am compelled to feel her pain too. I asked that God wud bestow her burdens onto me, for i cant bear to have her in pain anymore.Its hurting. The abolute magniude of pain. Thats what i call love.

Dear, u are safe in my arms now.
Lean on me. i will hold u.
Close ur eyes,
Let me take u to our place.
The one place we call home.
Our hearts
The joint at which our hearts come together, is where we find peace. it is there we lay. say no more, because we have found haven, in each others arms.
i love u.
truly.
I do.