This is an entry dedicated to my destined life partner.

The one true love of my life.

Dear,

No words can say how i feel rite now.I noe we have been through this the last time. But parting is something that we can never get used to.
Seeing those tears welling up in ur eyes, mine started to fall. My heart aches because of the pain i see u in.
No one can comprehend the love we shared.No one can understand us. Only u to me and me to u. These 7months have indeed been the best months of my life.You never ever cease to make me smile, making me feel so special. You took me apart and made me new agen. No one could have brought me such happiness and satisfaction, but only you. These are not sugar coated words. but words of the gal who's so madly in love with u.

In the next 4 months, dear, i will go all out to make u happy and make u smile every single day. So wrk those cheek muscles. because, ur dear here is goin to be your 'happy machine' =).

Dear,remember one thing, never ever doubt yourself or my love for u. Be proud of who u are, dont fight those tears, keep them coming. Always remember, i truly love u for who u are. You are forever my beautiful girl.

My one and only, I see eternity only with u, love. I can never live without ur love and u. Be mine, Joyce Tong. I will and I promise to make you the happiest girl in the world.

Your Forever,
Tendyxoxoxo

Many times, i dreaded the fact that time has to fly by too quickly.
I wished, that time would come to a standstill when im enjoying my time with *her.
I know, that this time round, when she's back, it would be the same as the first.
But the thought of her leaving me for the 2nd time, it kills.
Noone can ever understand the feeling of having to bear the pain of long distance.
The torture, the turmoil, the pain, and the longing of being able to hold each other again.
They are nothing compared to having a thousand pins in the underneath of your skin.
Hundred times worse, or rather, a million.

For the past 7 months that we have been together, i strongly admit, i have been really happy.
But, the horrendous thought of *her having to leave me for australia, still battered and bruised me.
literally.
I bet, she feels the same way too.
we are, still human afterall.

I have never felt so much emotions before.
not even when i was with my previous someone else.
She made me special, she made me feel special.
She made this love special.

She has made me feel so much more.
It feels like, I'm more human than usual.
I can feel the pain, the love, the joy, the laughter.
when im with *her.
She makes me whole.

I couldnt bear for saturday to come.
because, thats the day when i have to come to the fact that i cant hold her for 4 months until she's back for the 2nd hols.
I hated the feeling of having to be here alone in singapore, while she's in australia.
I hated the fact that i have to see couples walking along the streets hand in hand while mine is in another part of the world.
And i hated the fact that i have to make do with webcam, just seeing her face over the screen, but yet, unable to feel her warmth and feel her touch.
And i hated the fact that, i could not kiss her and whisper into her ears the three words "i love you".

All the facts, which we have to bear, is just tearing me up inside.

I just wish, that god understands, the feelings we are going through.

And lastly, i just want *her to know, that I love *her so much, that i'm willingly ready, to lay my love and life, for *her.

The Lovers At Work

Its a couple of min before it hits midnite. my love is hard at work and i am stayin online with her. to morally support her, i guess? she is such a brilliant gal, i noe, and i have faith in her, that she will do so well in all her future endeavours especially when she has me.. -grins- oh well, im tryin to multi task while talking to dear.Had a mega cuppa caffeine to help me stay awake whilst with dear. she's banged on stress for her project proposal. of which, a completely helpless lecturer who most often, belongs in the category of talk too much, act too little. twerpheads! tsk.
well, the dang caffeine has seemingly less effect as how it shud work. damm.. i must have been immuned to it after countless cups in the last 5months. eeppss. Anyway, i have been the utmost happy in the last 6months.Because of you, love. I really find nothing, but joy as i wake up each morning, knwing for a fact that she would always be there for me. and the endless sacrifices u made just so we can talk; it still amazes me.-smiles- im just, still am, madly and crazily in love with u.
And no matter wot happens, in time to come, i will never let u go. NEVER.
I love u.
Ah! my dear just hollered on skype. hang on.
-interval-
ah! im wringing out an essay from my arse. heh.
Well, dear, all i can say is thanks love, for showing me the ropes of loving u.
I love you. ever so much.
I miss you now and forever and each and every second that we are apart.

TOODLES FOODLES.
KISS MY NOODLES.
=X

boobsie boos... (ok. another new name to include inside our dictionary).
heh.
anyhoos.
Im at starbucks @wheelock with her beside me.
both trying to get internet access.

i got mine, but dada couldnt get hers.
awwwww.
she tried using my account, but the page couldnt be displayed.
dang.

anyhoos.
today's gonna be a chill out, and relaxing day for dada and me.
wheeees!


dada's still having issues with the internet.
my poor boo. gahs. had to resort in just watching LWord in her notebook.
gahs.
-rubs da's nosey-

anyhoos.
im guna go do my own stuff, with dada of course, for now.
laters ppl.

i love you hooneeeeyyyy boooosie!
=)

Yes, we have undoubtedly ignored this blog for the last few weeks. as we are busy indulging in each other's company. shes such a beautiful angel. i love her so much. somehow time seems to be against us; being fast when we want it slow or even for it to stand still. and on the other hand, when we were kept apart. time just crawls by. the irony of it.
My love's out havin penang food, as i slump on my chair online.waiting to see her. =) man, do i love her all that much.. i pray she will be mine forever. anyway, its we have been together for the last 6months. n i must admit, it is my best months of my life. i confide in her whenever i want. and she does it with me too. its like we are best friends. and lovers.but she's always there for me when i need her. i hope i did for her too.

im happy and glad i got her.
i just want her forever.
she's beautiful inside and outside.perfect in every single way.
i love u dear.

my lover gal
her lover boy
our lovely life.
and fatfat too. =))

alrighty.
a lil update for my sugar pumpkin.

have been busy going out lately.
lover's back, and we are spending quality time with each other.
sweet.

did some shopping with her recently.
from clothes to housewares, to.... DS Lite.
heh.
as long as it's shopping w dada, im happy and contented.
i bet dada feel the same way too, right sugars?
-smiles-

and now, i can stay in my room to talk to her whenever.
got a new apple lappie.
macbook.
with my skype on, and an integrated webcam.
its easy conversation.
-grins.

alrighty.
lover boy's online.
im gunna gossip with her.

see ya.