im typing this as im at my ah lao's house.
she's busy entertaining her relatives, and im busy entertaining myself with her lappie.
-big grins-
and my big fat ass just let out a loud yawn. 0.0
and the most crazy laughter ever. heeeeeee.

-hops around-

im getting bored in blogger.
yawns.
zzz.

Its the eve of our 10th month. Took us 2months worth of physical togetherness to put us as where we are now.

I bet i wud get a wooping arse if i said this agen. Im Sorry, Dear.

-looks around for the woopings-

Loving you has never been a regret at all. Im touched by all that u have given me.
10 months is nothing for the eternity of us being together. Let us work hard to make it all worth it. =)

And baby, thanks for putting my two feet on the ground. i know i've been sitting on the fence for too long and its about time i made a sound.

-rawr-

now, who comes near us, is bound to get bitten in the worse possible manner ever.
Don't Doubt That.

=)
and the last bit to add, i love u darling. ever so much.
And till eternity we shall rock this world!!!!!!!!!

More effectS!

A little something i did for us. Using a little effect. 

Dada, i hope you'll love the lil pics i did up. =)

Enjoy!

Me and Dada in a big city advert.

Me and Dada in a poster of a shopping centre.
Me and Dada in a mag cover!

floopy peepy

i noe i was suppose to be studying. but i cudnt bear to see my love in such pain and having the likes of killing someone. its raveling but it hurts.
why are people so messed up.why do they diss the most beautiful things i own. why cant they stuff their mouths are see that beauty.
perhaps if they shut their mouths up and listen. they can hear that beauty. if they would ever stop questioning and doubting, they could never see the beauty of anything.
wasn't one taught never to doubt? or was it a requirement in ur large budget to put a doubt in everything u see. doubts are just insecurities, i'd say.
what u can't have, u whinge. thats human.
what a pity u are worse than human, u whinge and u doubt. now, thats sad.thats so sad.

My red, dont be discerned.
She's a sad person, we need to pity her.
She lives by not her views but her 'special' friend, who at this point of time, has me thinking that it might never exist.
She's a pathetic soul with too much filthy money.

My red, u are rich.
u have me. not as a friend but as an eternal part of u.
thats a wealth that no money can buy.
I don't whinge for a start? =)
I dont buy that crap on doubt. (especially when i first laid eyes on u.) i never doubted loving u.

My red, im so much in love with u.

My commitment ring to you

hope u will love it dear

Chicken neck.

Chicken wow.

Chicken pecks stud.

Chicken wants stud.

14th October 2008

Love is at her lil mac watching charmed in french. by any chance, i would say its hot and sexy. my pride of my life. loved so well and much by her. how i wish i never left at all, then maybe we could have made it all better. =)
oh well.. whats loss is possibly a gain. it takes shitloads of effort to make it work. and to make it worthwhile. i can't stand a min not hearing from her. and i noe she can't too.
im sorry lovely for making u worry for over an hour. i too was worried when u didnt reply me too. i must have upsetted u real bad. cuz i cried too. (again.) it just saddens me to not hear from u and to have u upsetted and angry at me.
i've been a dopeshit all my life, and u made me feel like gold all once again. i love u darling. as we approach our 11 month in about half a month more, im growing more and more in love with u.

your talent to do what u do, just amazes me everyday.i live to see this day, u noe that?
oh, and my gorgeous reckons im talking to my mate on msn, and shes getting lil pangs of =(.

adorable.
love her so much.
i just wanna be there for her and always make her happy. oh, rather, try to make her happy.
shes the best and i never wanna ever let her go.

tears may fall, but darling, we shall never ever fall.
pictures may fade, but our love will remain defined.
questions will be asked, but the answers remain in our hearts.

Joyce Tong, u are the cream of the crop. the cream that still lingers in my mouth.
I love you.

a pic with sweetdums.

notice the 17inch screen.

classic, tweezer eye smile

wasn't aware of that shot.classic.again.

lifting of storybridge.

i swear she's infatuated with my nostrils

apple picking is hard basket. heavy-ed.

up at the singapore flyer! inside the capsule.
just before heading out for a birthday dinner.

           Camwhoring in the car.

My birthday, with sunflower from Jane. @ miss clarity cafe.

annihilated nostrils still on pendence


Dwang my finger.

9 months...

An hour to our 9 months anniversary. 

(with da over in aussie and me, here in sg).

i cant wait to spend more months and years with u love.

but right now, its time u update in our blog too.

-big grins-

my love, you are the best thing ever to happen.
your tears are as precious as your love.
now hush my lil one, dry your tears.
my heart aches each time i see you cry.

remember, i love you.
always.

C=

An Escapade

Escaping from the clutches of assignment stress. and the high pitch sounds of DJT hovering on my right. it just makes it all "better". My sweetest pea and the love of my life is studying as im writing this. she doesnt know, and wud probably assume that im on my wrk too. eepps. or rather *chirps*
My baby has been thru so much turmoil with mum and dad. i feel for u every second dear. i know u havent had it good for some time. but i promise that this will go way better than u ever think of. and u will never suffer any more pain. i will fill ur memories with sweetness and u will never feel alone.

How has the past 8months been treating u? Do u feel sufficiently loved by me? Have i gave u enuff? I want u to feel overwhelmed in this relationship. overwhelmed with unlimited love. This is my undying promise to u baby.

Don't take it to hard what others say. Live the life u want and be the girl that u wanna be. i love u for that. and i never wanna lose this Joyce-ology. The study of u, dear. -grins-

happy 8month anniversary eve.
hee. its a special day too. its probably one of the days when we chatted all night long. and it seems like we were together alr at that time.

Ride along sweetheart. Im guna take u to the moon.
loving u alwez,
xoxo

Greatest Birthday of my life

Its a day passed my 21st. been asked how its been like turning 21. apart from the fact of complete twerps wrecking it.and me being oblivious to all the crap, i am very happy. because i have you, darling. As Love Song by Sara Bareilles is being played. i wish so much to pen down my words in a love song for you. words cant and wud never be able to convey how much i love you. dear, i have been loved by u so much. and i noe, i can put my heart down and give it all to you. its a no-regret path, that i have uptaken. but it is most definitely a no-fall one.

Its nearly our 8 month in time. i cant wait for that. you have been the utmost precious of mine. it is in my pride and joy to love you and for u to love me.

I promise you everything i cud possibly have. and i promise that you will alwez be happy. no matter what. this distance will never kill us. u in a 15cm by 30cm screen shall be my solace for the next few months. i can deal with that. =) and i noe u can too.

She's the girl that i wanted and craved for
She's the girl that took all my tears away
She's the girl that whispers endless sweet nothings to me.
She's the girl that i will call home to
She's the girl that i truly love.

loving red. always.
let the good times roll!
=)

This is an entry dedicated to my destined life partner.

The one true love of my life.

Dear,

No words can say how i feel rite now.I noe we have been through this the last time. But parting is something that we can never get used to.
Seeing those tears welling up in ur eyes, mine started to fall. My heart aches because of the pain i see u in.
No one can comprehend the love we shared.No one can understand us. Only u to me and me to u. These 7months have indeed been the best months of my life.You never ever cease to make me smile, making me feel so special. You took me apart and made me new agen. No one could have brought me such happiness and satisfaction, but only you. These are not sugar coated words. but words of the gal who's so madly in love with u.

In the next 4 months, dear, i will go all out to make u happy and make u smile every single day. So wrk those cheek muscles. because, ur dear here is goin to be your 'happy machine' =).

Dear,remember one thing, never ever doubt yourself or my love for u. Be proud of who u are, dont fight those tears, keep them coming. Always remember, i truly love u for who u are. You are forever my beautiful girl.

My one and only, I see eternity only with u, love. I can never live without ur love and u. Be mine, Joyce Tong. I will and I promise to make you the happiest girl in the world.

Your Forever,
Tendyxoxoxo

Many times, i dreaded the fact that time has to fly by too quickly.
I wished, that time would come to a standstill when im enjoying my time with *her.
I know, that this time round, when she's back, it would be the same as the first.
But the thought of her leaving me for the 2nd time, it kills.
Noone can ever understand the feeling of having to bear the pain of long distance.
The torture, the turmoil, the pain, and the longing of being able to hold each other again.
They are nothing compared to having a thousand pins in the underneath of your skin.
Hundred times worse, or rather, a million.

For the past 7 months that we have been together, i strongly admit, i have been really happy.
But, the horrendous thought of *her having to leave me for australia, still battered and bruised me.
literally.
I bet, she feels the same way too.
we are, still human afterall.

I have never felt so much emotions before.
not even when i was with my previous someone else.
She made me special, she made me feel special.
She made this love special.

She has made me feel so much more.
It feels like, I'm more human than usual.
I can feel the pain, the love, the joy, the laughter.
when im with *her.
She makes me whole.

I couldnt bear for saturday to come.
because, thats the day when i have to come to the fact that i cant hold her for 4 months until she's back for the 2nd hols.
I hated the feeling of having to be here alone in singapore, while she's in australia.
I hated the fact that i have to see couples walking along the streets hand in hand while mine is in another part of the world.
And i hated the fact that i have to make do with webcam, just seeing her face over the screen, but yet, unable to feel her warmth and feel her touch.
And i hated the fact that, i could not kiss her and whisper into her ears the three words "i love you".

All the facts, which we have to bear, is just tearing me up inside.

I just wish, that god understands, the feelings we are going through.

And lastly, i just want *her to know, that I love *her so much, that i'm willingly ready, to lay my love and life, for *her.

The Lovers At Work

Its a couple of min before it hits midnite. my love is hard at work and i am stayin online with her. to morally support her, i guess? she is such a brilliant gal, i noe, and i have faith in her, that she will do so well in all her future endeavours especially when she has me.. -grins- oh well, im tryin to multi task while talking to dear.Had a mega cuppa caffeine to help me stay awake whilst with dear. she's banged on stress for her project proposal. of which, a completely helpless lecturer who most often, belongs in the category of talk too much, act too little. twerpheads! tsk.
well, the dang caffeine has seemingly less effect as how it shud work. damm.. i must have been immuned to it after countless cups in the last 5months. eeppss. Anyway, i have been the utmost happy in the last 6months.Because of you, love. I really find nothing, but joy as i wake up each morning, knwing for a fact that she would always be there for me. and the endless sacrifices u made just so we can talk; it still amazes me.-smiles- im just, still am, madly and crazily in love with u.
And no matter wot happens, in time to come, i will never let u go. NEVER.
I love u.
Ah! my dear just hollered on skype. hang on.
-interval-
ah! im wringing out an essay from my arse. heh.
Well, dear, all i can say is thanks love, for showing me the ropes of loving u.
I love you. ever so much.
I miss you now and forever and each and every second that we are apart.

TOODLES FOODLES.
KISS MY NOODLES.
=X

boobsie boos... (ok. another new name to include inside our dictionary).
heh.
anyhoos.
Im at starbucks @wheelock with her beside me.
both trying to get internet access.

i got mine, but dada couldnt get hers.
awwwww.
she tried using my account, but the page couldnt be displayed.
dang.

anyhoos.
today's gonna be a chill out, and relaxing day for dada and me.
wheeees!


dada's still having issues with the internet.
my poor boo. gahs. had to resort in just watching LWord in her notebook.
gahs.
-rubs da's nosey-

anyhoos.
im guna go do my own stuff, with dada of course, for now.
laters ppl.

i love you hooneeeeyyyy boooosie!
=)

Yes, we have undoubtedly ignored this blog for the last few weeks. as we are busy indulging in each other's company. shes such a beautiful angel. i love her so much. somehow time seems to be against us; being fast when we want it slow or even for it to stand still. and on the other hand, when we were kept apart. time just crawls by. the irony of it.
My love's out havin penang food, as i slump on my chair online.waiting to see her. =) man, do i love her all that much.. i pray she will be mine forever. anyway, its we have been together for the last 6months. n i must admit, it is my best months of my life. i confide in her whenever i want. and she does it with me too. its like we are best friends. and lovers.but she's always there for me when i need her. i hope i did for her too.

im happy and glad i got her.
i just want her forever.
she's beautiful inside and outside.perfect in every single way.
i love u dear.

my lover gal
her lover boy
our lovely life.
and fatfat too. =))

alrighty.
a lil update for my sugar pumpkin.

have been busy going out lately.
lover's back, and we are spending quality time with each other.
sweet.

did some shopping with her recently.
from clothes to housewares, to.... DS Lite.
heh.
as long as it's shopping w dada, im happy and contented.
i bet dada feel the same way too, right sugars?
-smiles-

and now, i can stay in my room to talk to her whenever.
got a new apple lappie.
macbook.
with my skype on, and an integrated webcam.
its easy conversation.
-grins.

alrighty.
lover boy's online.
im gunna gossip with her.

see ya.

Her beautiful brown eyes shine through mine. Her endless laughter drives my work. She is my beautiful girl. She is mine.

My love is playing MapleStory as im chatting on her. and she did a gorgeous sneeze. sweet. we have been together for almost 6months. its quite a feat, for me and for her. basically, in summation, for us. Her first long distance, my first longest and the first long distance as well. I think we are doing fine. in some cases, more than fine. -smiles- im 5 days away from home (if u work it out that i leave on the 16th), so yeh, 5 more days. -grins- i can feel her heartbeat again. It marvels me how such gorgeous she is. Her every move is so perfect, so gentle, so sweet. I long for this endless sweetness everyday when i wake up, and now (or soon), i would be able to find that sweetness agen.

The agony of distance.
The price we pay for love.
Its not alot.
You have to be in it to know it.
And that it costs nothing just to hold her once again.
Not the distance,
Not the pain,
Its all just in the name of LOVE.

sing with me!!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE
ITS ALL YOU NEED TO FEED!!!
LALALALALA!!!

Words X Actions

The result: Ultimate Love.

Her* words touched my heart agen. its a breath of fresh air each time she speaks. each time she types those words. i never got tired of seeing her. of loving her. of hearing her. my doors are always opened to her. The days of seeking are gone. i have found the true meaning of life. i see what i see through her eyes. her touch and her voice. shes amazing. a wonderful lover, a beautiful friend. a well cherished future.

I undoubtedly, would never ever leave her. Her words make me so humble agen. She has loved me so much more than i had expected.she has surpassed all my expectations. I want nothing. no riches, no one.i just want her.

Promises we made to each other, we kept. I promise. I promise to give her the happiness she deserves and so much more. I want her to be happy. My world revolves around her happiness. I love her.

Dearest, the world spins so well with u and me in it. Dont fret, dont cry, dont frown. I will turn it all upside down, and i will give u the biggest smile in a very long time. i love u.
Now and Forever.

10 more days.
and im counting the hours. -winks-

dear,i love u. and i will never stop loving u.

ah.
im about to regurgitate.

i have to depend on soft diet for the next 2 weeks.
no good food till da comes back.

-sulks.

The Magnitude of Pain

Her pain, dwells in mine. i hurt so much as she does. I woke up in fear this morning. the fear of losing her. And possibly losing all meaning of life.
She is in seemingly much pain as i watched her. She cant eat well, she's consuming meds that affects her health, in a benefit that it will rid her off infections. The irony of it all. anyway, its 12 days more till im due home. everyday is like being on parole. i count my hours, i count my days. And in the last few months, i have been counting the weeks.
The exams are drawing near.fear and stress sets in. One thing i look forward to, at the end of the day, is the sound of her voice and the aftermath of it ringing in my head. It calms me even in the deepest storms. I prayed this morning as she slept on, that she would get better. I fear everyday. but i guess it shows i love her all that much.
Her sleepless nites, i feel, i heard, i broke. Her strained neck, hurts her, and hurts me. my heart broke. shes in so much pain,to the point, i am compelled to feel her pain too. I asked that God wud bestow her burdens onto me, for i cant bear to have her in pain anymore.Its hurting. The abolute magniude of pain. Thats what i call love.

Dear, u are safe in my arms now.
Lean on me. i will hold u.
Close ur eyes,
Let me take u to our place.
The one place we call home.
Our hearts
The joint at which our hearts come together, is where we find peace. it is there we lay. say no more, because we have found haven, in each others arms.
i love u.
truly.
I do.

The Needs of A pair of Lovers

She needs me.
I need her.
We live on the fuel of one another.
She dreamt of her lost of me.
I assured her it would not happen.
The world has been made beautiful because of her.
Shes perfect in more ways than one.
I'm sorry for leaving her to come here.
Those dreams would not be possible if i had stayed.
I miss her all so much.
I love her.

Its 16 days till im home. im so blessed to have such a wonderful life partner waiting for me. shes has been the greatest encouragement in all that i do. without her, im desolated.

I love u.

No matter how many times, u get those dreams, i will never fail to assure u that my love for u remains strong. those three words, i love u. i never ever got tired saying it to u. i will continue sayin these words, and nothing would stop me from ever screaming out. *JOYCE TONG JINGYI, I LOVE YOU

no matter how ardious the journey may be, the world has just you and me. look no further, we are already in haven. the beauty is between us.
i love u, baby.

be safe.

i'll hold u soon.

missing u...

i had the worse nightmare last night.
don't ask me what.
i do not wish to reminisce it.
i can only say that i woke up from my sleep in tears.

i only know, that i'm afraid of losing *her.

dear, never ever leave me.
im afraid.
i'm selfish. yes i am.
i just want you all for myself.

d'ya wish that for yourself too?

i've never felt so much for a person at all.
to a point that these nightmares can bolt me up from my sleep.
(and in the end, straining my neck as a result).
i've never loved someone so much before.
to a point where im so afraid of losing *her.
*she means so much to me, that i do not know how to live my life without *her.
i... need *her so badly.
that i crave for *her everyday.

da, i love you so much.
d'ya know that?

never, ever leave me, ok?

my everlasting beauty

31st May 2008 or rather 1st June 2008 here.

its on the verge of the last day of the month. indicating 2 weeks more till i can hold her agen.
Was talking to her for abit before we got cut off. techie. love or hate em. personally? i choose both. i cant live without it because i neeed it to talk to my love. and the hate bit? the fact that i t causes me extra white hair.it kinda speaks for itself.

anyway, 24hrs has passed since my love's op.pains drawing near. i tell her that i love her so much and that im guna be here for her. at her every need of me.i cant bear a second without her.shes just.. she gives me life (not to be cliche).anyway, im magically drawn by her every move. its awesome.

i just hope she feels better. i miss her so much.im due home soon.told mum i wanted roti prata and masala dosai.yumms. and i want to eat my love's cooking -grins-
would i be able to get such a luxury?? heee..

Love, u are the magic window in my life, i seek to open the window each time i open my eyes. its a window that i will never get bored looking at. i am truly, madly, deeply in love with u. forever.

i love u.

-grinnies-

dada!
why aint you updatting in here!
-pokes dear's ribs-

ahem.

niways.
im on skype with dear now.
that girl's always losing her mouse.
tsk. must be joyce jr la.
kidnapping her mouse.
-pokes ah girl's butt-

heh.

anyways.

im guna get a new phone soon.
yay! i cant wait for tmr, so that i can collect my new phone.
-hops around-
dada got excited too.
because my phone has a 5.0 megapixel camera.
so that gives us more reason to take more photos together.
-grins-

anyways.
this new phone is way cooler than my previous samsung.
heee.
-proclaims proudly-

anyways.

im guna talk to my love now.
and DEAR! UPDATE!

-pokes da's boobs-
=p

ok.
so its my turn to update in our blog dear.
heee.
2nd day aft my surgery.
feeling like a puffer fish.
cheeks all puffed up.
pffffftsssssssssssssss.

anyhows.
am on skype phone with my love now.
she's such an adorable love.
ahhh.... she's mine.

*screams* "TENDY CHING CHI VEI! I LOVE YOU TO BITS!!!"

The Loves of A Sleeping Beauty

27th May 2008

Countless days till im home. near but yet so far. awoke by my stinky alarm for class at amidst the cold morning. Still spewing smoke. Downed a bowl of cereal in 10minutes flat.Its a wonder how my tummy takes it all. anyway, had classes for abt an hour. not alot to learn frm for today's lect.its got its days..
After classes, headed back to the hall to get some studyin done. and a 30min powernap.its a good one.-grins-
Just flagged a morning call to my beautiful gal (yes, she is that sleeping beauty i refer to). Her sleepiness makes my heart skip a beat but yet, makes my heart ache.shes lacking in sleep, having to run the proposal on her own and making amendments to OUR business -grins-. its my pride and joy to have such a hardworking partner. Anyway, i let her get on with more sleep. its crucial for her. she'll dip into being ill if she lacked of it.well.. i hope she does get back into deep slumber, having known her, shes one of light-sleepiness.Poor booboo.love her so much.

I had another episode last nite. I was so scared of losing her*. But yet again assured, by her*. We are gonna fight this battle to the very end. no one. no one will come between us.-clenches fist- she* needs me, I need her. Its gonna be the run to the end. whhooosh.

anyway, its just simple, we drive on the fuel of love. its priceless. its undoubtful. its gracious. its her*.
i love u baby.

due home soon.... -toothy grin-

cheerios

24th May 2008

Cold winter has came knocking on the door.(Oh yeah, emoted!). Spews of smoke came off me in the last couple of nights. the unpleasants. the lacks of her, drives the cold more intently.
As i sit, awaiting for her return from the muskins, i lain, thinking of her beautiful smile once agen. i picked up a slip of paper, markin the last day we held each other in our arms.that wasnt too long ago.
Awaiting for her is of utmost joy to me. she has waited.and now i have.shes beautiful. The erks of dinner, approaches. I cowardly hide. The grotesque almost seem so unbearable, but yet, it had taken a monotony towards me. how sad.
What keeps me breathing, is the likes of her touch once agen.is the scent in her hair, when she stands beside me.it lingered.never left.never ignored.
The days are numbered.The nights can be counted. The drive to see her once agen edges me on. im not far,for now.
I pray for her everyday.praying that she would be safe.countless thoughts runs through my head, before i lay to rest. Her eyes flashed across just as mine closes.how perfect.

lovely is the name of a girl who i yearn to have and have got.
lovely is the eyes of a girl whose smile brightens up my days
lovely is the larf of a girl whose words make my heart melt.
lovely is you.

20th May 2008

Completely shut frm the coldness outside tonight. windows jammed shut, door's closed and heater cranked up to the max. im not suffocating, because i have her*.
Another worthless day. did catch up with my love. who had finally attained sufficient rest after all the work she had to do at the buddhist event. Im happy and glad, that my love has found her true religion, shes a staunch buddhist. and i have faith that she would do well in it. and hopefully in time to come, i can be like her* anyway, im writing this, as my sweet lil one heds off for dinner. (that she had cooked!) man, i really miss her cooking so mch. the days are number till im home. its slow but yet fast. (if u catch my drift)i must start to buck up in my studies. i have so many ppl that i dont wanna disappoint. my lover, my parents, the world. it awaits me and her. i have to do this well. i guess its a source of reliance. knowing that u got 'paper'.

my love asked that i love her forever. undoubtedly, i definitely would. i could never see anything wrong between us. shes beautiful. and i finally know, I DESERVE HER. thats one thing i cud proudly acclaim, the rest, i'll wait till i get my 'paper' =X.

green, red, black.
colours of truth.
whats green without red.
whats black without green and red.
whats love?

love is the delights of two unknown people who greeted each other at first sight. love is the magic of two individuals who made a pact to stay together forever.
thats love.

after a few days of voluntary work at the ABC buddhist centre, for vesak day...
i'm more enlightened.

yeah right.
more enlightened.

anyhoos.
im guna stop being a lazy ass and start to continue working on my proposal.

da... im passing the blog to you.
-grins-
and my lovey dovey just let out a loud sneeze.
heee.

big kisses!

16 May 2008

Its exactly a month till my exams end and till im home with my gal. I'm so excited. Thats why im keepin up with my assignments, it drives time by, and would help me get nearer to the date that i come home. Anyway, nothing's been up these few days, just doing up assignments and occasional stray offs to the movies folder. -grins- and i just found out smtg to occupy time. Gym. yes. its a puny shitarse gym here. but it wud do for now. until i head hm and get a proper workout *grins.
My sweetest love, is at a buddhist event as i write this. shes probably gettin all busy. it must be so hard for *her. but im so proud of *her. And *she asked me if i ever mind *her being a buddhist. that cute lil pea of mine.

Dar, it never bothered me
If u are a christian or a buddhist or
if u bestow urself into any other religions.

because,

Love itself is a religion.
Im completely engulf by it.
And i strongly believe in *it.
Im satiated.

Im in love. truly in love.
None can break us apart.
I'm happy. =) seriously.

Anyway, had practical at the poultry today, i saw, for the very first time, the slaughtering of chickens. Not an all too pretty sight. but i've stopped on pork, i cant forgo another meat, can i? Whats life without chicken? im sorry. i guess im just human after all. *shrugs*
Yeh, and i ended practical late, resulting in worries from my dar. i felt so bad after, to have her worry for me despite being busy and all. ah, i never had anyone who cares for me that much before. i like the feeling. its good. -smiles-

Thanks baby.
Thanks for loving me.
I will promise to love you forever.
I will.

i woke up pretty early today.
10am, hoping to catch dada in time online after her pract.

im talking to my sweetest thing now. =)

im straining my brain juice to try and work my proposal out.
man, i hate doing proposals.
pffft.

anyhoos.
dada told me of her interesting pract session.
practically shoving her hand into the anus of a cow.
dada can tell me the warm-ness of the inside.
and how the cow keeps contracting like as if she has the urge to shit.

anal fark.
the warmth of the rectum.
oh gosh.

im glad im not there to witness, or to experience the anal fark.
for sure, i'll puke my lunch or guts out.
acks.


anyways.
speaking of which. lunch.
ordered MAC.

im hungry.
tummy growling and roaring like a lion.
heh.

im going out tomorrow for some religious voluntary work.
at aljunied.
will be out the whole day tomorrow.
eeeeks. that means i cant talk to my lovey lovey!
0.0

ahhh.
lunch time!

yawnies...

sometimes, i just do not understand parents.
tsk.

im almost doing nothing now.
ok. maybe just a lil.
im typing in blog, listening to music, waiting for da to come online... missing my lovely, talking to my friends online...
is this, considered a lot?
heh.

o wells.

dada's online.
and im guna talk to her now.
finally.

(but she's busy eating her nuts and raisins while talking. sooner or later, she will become like the fat rat in my house. tsk)

i just hanged up the call with dada on skype
man, was i reluctant to off the webcam.
but then again, it's eating up data at dada's side.
so, we have to close the webcam just to save up data for dada.

the hornyy basstard's out for lunch now.
and im missing her badly.
i bet she does too..! *grins*

and she's coming home soon.
YAY!

anyhooossss.
im feeling bored now, with da away from the com.
i shall pick on fat fat to entertain meself.
adios.

dadadada.
you are the wonders of my life.

AH... yay! i cud finally see my love n she cud see me too. i must admit that sometimes, technology can be quite a pain. but i guess there are the good times too. my lovely gal, is gettin all stressed up over wrk. and i really wanna be there for her.anyway, my tum's growling. thats quick.tsk.
BABY!!!!!!!! *screams* i love u. dont stress out baby. u have the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen. that glint i see each time i sed something, is just so.. ah... speechless. anyway, i just got back frm Brissy. its probably the last time i'll be there until i come bck frm the holidays. i had gathered some last minute stuff for *her and my family. now im back in the halls prepin myself to start studyin and finishin up the semester and have a good holiday with *her, when i come back.
MY WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU AND MY STUDIES.
I LOVE THAT IDEA.
ITS BEING REAL
ITS BEING TRUE.
ITS HELPING ME FIND WHAT I WANT IN THIS LIFE.
AND THATS YOU.
YOU ARE PART OF MY LIFE ALREADY.
I CANT DO WITHOUT U.
There u go, thats my weakness.i need u. its a good weakness. hur.
i love u.

4 more weeks to go. hang on!
loves.

WOOTS~!

whoppeeees.
im now on the line with dada in skype.
finally! we can webcam with each other.
-grins-

dada's saying some foreign language (which i pretended not knowing what dada's trying to say).
but yeh. we read each other's mind like so.... perfectly.
we know what's on each other's mind.


and yes.
im making da update in here regulary.
since she's missed a few days update.
gahs.

dada!
your turn~!

-grins-

Happy Mother's Day! (although im not a mother yet.... but still.....)

As stated in the title *points to the main entry title above*
today's mother's day.
in case you are wondering, why am i @ home instead of celebrating this day with mum, let me just briefly reveal my plan for today.
Earlier on, a few days back, i've treated my own mother (with my dad joining the feast of course) to Thai accent.
so today, the actual day, will be a gathering for Mums (yes. mums. with all the aunties heading down to my grams place).
arranged a catering buffet for them. so that they can eat their fill.
-grins-
so, that's basically, what's gonna happen today for mother's day.

anyhooows.

baby's enjoying herself at some koala sanctuary.
(she's talking to koalas and wombats, for god's sake).
because that's what she did when she was on a phone conversation with me.
proclaiming that they are really cutsie lil sweetie pies.
humpfx.
i swear to the core.... fat fat's so much cuter.
those koalas? fat and lazy and CLUMSY and SMELLLLY!
*ahem*okokok. no discrimination of animals. (chill animal lovers!)
the fat and lazy part's just a joke, meant to spite my lil one of her putting her attention to the animals while talking to me (and not paying attention to my conversation with her. pffft.).
im an animal lover too ok? (so is my dada).
i think animals are such adorable creatures every to roam the earth.
such darlings. (ah...cept for those creepy crawlies that can freak the shit outta me. =/).

oh wells.


i just texted my love.
and i need to transfer some shit data into the shit database.
only da knows what i mean. *winks at da*

ciaoz!


*you are such a beautiful angel, who consistenly and constantly warms my heart with your endless, beautiful smiles.*

wooosh!
i just got dada's mail.
omg! the vintage buttons are soooooo... beautiful!
i LOVEEEE them so much.

anyhoows.
got my new com.
like, finally!
heee. i can see dada online alrdy. webcam. finally!
sweet! =)

anyhoos.
just back from vivo.
collected my crabtree and evelyn membership card.
got some treats for that fat fat.
bot some chocos.
blah blah.
and oh. a top and a dresss.
dada will sure LOVE them.
i guarantee. =D

alrightly.
i need to do some project proposal research.
laters....


love you sugars.

La Dee Dumss!

hokays.
since im free in my lecture room now, (with no lecturers and no students), i shall update in here a lil.
school just freaked the shit outta me just now.
no class alocated.
as usual, (my trade), i panicked and went str8 to the student services to enquire about my class number.
yep. it was A1-17. Mr Pala's class.
but, i saw him in the next room (A1-18), and apparently, that class was not a project class!
gosh! all mixed up.
so yay, now im in here, alone.
typing away and waiting for some (hopefully) satisfying project lectures.
pffft.
i hate to wait, dada knows that right?

nihoos.

dada's coming home soon.
on the 17th.
YAY!
i cant wait! -prances ard-

and i just had my triangus (is this the right spelling? 0.0) pierced.
sore, but still fine.
dada find me sexier with that pierced.
tsk.
but then again, dada's gonna see me in smthg new when she comes back.
-grins-

Lect's not starting yet.
not anytime soon.
i think im goona bore to "death" here. literally.
and my panicky-ness has caused me to sweat so much, that i dun feel the coldness in the room at all.
im serious. my school's famous for full-blast aircon, and it can freeze the brain juice to ice.
that's how chilling it can get.
o wells.
i've prepared my sweater, so if i were to freeze anytime soon... i've got protection.
-grins widely-

my da's having lect now.
and im here in class, doing nothing.
how.... "hardworking".
busy typing away in blog that is.
pffffft.

anyhooos.

im off to rot.
and im off to daydream about our future.

loves...

TO MY SWEETEST LOVER:

baby! *waves. im so thrilled to seein u soon. i noe i've got a few more weeks.and i get all so excited thinking about it.
-ah choo-
its been gettin really cold recently. i rckn winter's knockin her way in already.my mates say it gets worse in that period too.im worried i mite get a mind freeze during the exams.-chuckles-
anyway, im really tired today. ytd nite was a nite out too late.i rckn. i havent finished my work. i nid to. but im so tired. -yawns-
baby, how are u?how are u holding up without me? i worry about this issue everyday.ur tears ytd, still rings in my head. and my heart hurts each time u cry.i think its love. -silly grin-
i promise u baby, a tear u will never shed when i come bk. i give everything i own, to u.
hang on! -throws a rope- im hauling u up. and im gona make sure u nvr fall alone,agen.

i love u.

do i love u enough baby?
do i love u perfectly?
do u expect more from me, baby?
coz'
i wanna love u perfectly.flawlessly.
i wanna be perfect for u.

and

i want to see ur smiles, hear ur laughter for as long as i live.

loves.

Joyce Jr. got really cold. she told me. i had to put on my beanie on her.doesnt she look pretty??

Joyce Jr. : "I'm cute and I want Tendy Jr. !!!"

Morning my gorgeous sleepyhead.who just texted me at like 5.50am in the morning. the first text of the morn.beautiful ain't she. shes always giving me suprises and fulfilling my every need. Yesterday was quite a remarkable 4th month for us. Towards teh end of the day we had a major issue or two? anyway, like the broken keychain.its remarkable how good it looked after fixing it. and still, at the very end, i am still in love with her.ALOT. In fact, more now than yesterday. everyday, my heart grows fonder for her. I want her to be my life partner. somehow, i know shes the one for me. somehow.its different with her.i've never felt like this before. its inexplainable. its beautiful. shes beautiful. you're perfect. dont ever doubt that, my love.
Gonna haf brekie soon. gosh. its May alrdy. thats fast! but its FRICKIN GOOD!!!!!!! gonna be home sooon. gonna take u in my arms and say a billions worth of 'i love u's to her. I'm guna be made perfect by u. and u, u are the most perfect gal i have ever met. i love u.
cya soon, baby.
p.s. i am still living a few centimetres away from ur chest.its comfy.hee.

Baby, read the blog on this go fig! -grins-
Today has been a rather cold day. its hit 13degrees this mornin. i was spattin smoke while havin breakfst.how funny. but, quick humor turned into horror when i had to walk to class.i literally froze me in my tracks. and they say it gets worse. (apparently, 7degrees.i nearly fell ovr my chair) anyway, i just finished class for the morng.and froze my arse up to cme bk to the hall, in wait for my beauty. she really warms my heart, that i swear i could wear a singlet @ 7degrees. (maybe not. =X)no letter this morning.damm the POST.went to the library n had wantd to get a book but i forgot my card.now im bk in the hall not wishin to leave my warmth.pfft.
thats ur silly booboo agen *winks

Thats the pup, im sorry i cudnt take a greater picture, my friend's got it but shes asleep still.tsk.


And this is me in my silly beanie agen.and being silly. =p


Baby,

HAPPY 4TH MONTH

Love,

I could never forgo ur touches.

I could never ignore ur kisses

I could never be saddened

I could never forget ur smiles and ur scent

I could never love anyone but you.

I love u

Dar, im lost for words, im just so madly in love with u. i.. i just wanna love u and make u the happiest girl on Earth. I'm just glad u gave me that chance to do so.
Soon,love. The days are numbered. I see the sunlight inching in -smiles-

loves.
u.
loved by.
u.

Thats me. with the silly beanie. -POOOOOOOOOOOOT-

The following are gifts for my love that i got over the weekend. dar, i love u . and i hope u will love them. -grins-





Front of vest


Back of vest


darling, i hope u love these gifts. its little but i think they all suit u really well. love, u are the best gift i ever need. love u

yours always,
dada

omG!
how long have i and dada been neglecting this blog of ours?
-counts-
seriously, i got no idea.
Both dada and i, too busy with our private conversations and all, that we've forgotten to update in here regularly.
heh. good excuse yay?

anihoos.
time passes really quickly.
just -counts- 2 more days, and it's our 4th month.
and during these 4 months, we experienced nothing, but happiness.
These 4 months, indeed, has been the happiest days of my life.
i'm just so blessed with the most beautiful gift on earth, ever to be bestowed to me.
*Her.
She's just so perfect.

The thought of the extraction of 2 wisdom teeth is cracking me up.
i know the outcome, and the consequences of the operation. Before and After.
Somehow, i dun feel that afraid of the pain, because i know, i have *Her, in my heart. There's nothing to be afraid of, i realise.

It's just an operation. Minor Operation.
And i will try to overcome this hurdle, together with dada.

Mother's Day is approaching.
Preparation of gifts, done.
just last week.
eh. Too quick? nah. I think it's just right by the time i complete the gifts.
At least i leave some private time for myself and my dada.
Together.
yapee HOOS!

Dad's bugging me to off the fan, because he says it's windy enough.
Fark ass.
Never MIND! i shall on the one in the room for ah fat.
she needs it more than me. That girl of ours? She's always hot.
Not hot as in hot hot, but hot as in hot.
Get it Da? -luks @ da-

Ah.
Just uploaded some pics of my new designs on my purplevintage blog.
With, the help of my lovely gf. =)

ok, last but not least...

*clears throat*
TENDY CHING TSI-VEI!!!!! I LOVE YOU, NOW AND ALWAYS!
=)

daily pics of me. -grins-

got a bit pissed today.
someone i noe got on my bike took it out to drop off some stuff. one of pedal fell loose. told me it fell out. i expected it to be screwd bk on properly. and if its fucked. i expected her to tell me.nope.

she left it half arsed. and the thread of the screw is dented. i got to get a new one. and if i didnt fuckin wanna ride it today. wud i even found out about it.. gees.
thanks ALOT.

Anyway, im here for my love one only. -smiles- u my life's missing piece.
i love u















here u go lovely!
i hope this can be ur morng dosages for the time being.
im coming home soon.
loves.

with loads of love,
your dada :)

As promised, a couple of pics a day.
was having such a bad day just nw. couldnt get my report to wrk rite.thank god dar was there to keep me sane. for i noe, what my temper mite bring.
its all fine, nw.
My day has been the same eversince last week.
so yeh, i'll help my love with her updates.
Right.
AHEM

15 April 2008

Darling couldnt get to sleep last night. weather got her stumped. it was too hot.
My dearest cudnt bear to disturb me and didnt text me abt her not being able to sleep. makes me love her so much more.
Called her up to hear her adorable whines and crankiness, i think it was 15minutes of it. just marvellous. -grins-
i went off for lunch
blah blah

came bk on. to stress my poor head with report writing.

dar had to go to her aunt's to pick up stuff for cooking.
cuz my gorgeous girl's aunt was doing the cooking today (and still is as im writing this) shes by the comp now, spending time with me.

gawd, i love her so much.
its nearly guna be our 4th month in 15days time.cant wait.
i wanna be with her for 400years. the irony is we mite haf been gone alrdy. *snorts

now, my dar has gone to transfer her pee into the pee database also known as the toilet bowl. gosh, i think i transfered mine in her database alrdy.heh.

oh yep, here are the pics, love.

Morning sweetpea.
couple of pics as i promised.





got these while waitin for the bus. hee.
these are taken at 6.30am this morning.-grins- please hang on for abit, dar. im coming home soon.

loves.
your darl.

p.s.u look gorgeous :)

dar, im so proud of u. i noe this has been hard for u especially for u and as well as for us. but yet, not a word of complaint from you. thats why im so in love with u. u just noe when to be here for me. and im glad i found u. it hasnt been easy, not being able to see me on webcam n agen, not a single complaint coz of that. and yet allowing me to see u or the cam. u are just so selfless. but dar, i will and i promise to make u happy with what i can. so here are sum recent pics of me. how about this. a pic a day taken on that day. just so u can get by till i come bk and fix the comp with u or ur ibook.
im sorry if u can bearly see me. my fringe is just too long
-walks into a pillar- too long..
-grins-







remember, its the love we hold and nothing wud and cud bring that down.
i love u baby.
MUACKS
will be seeing u soon.

yours always,
honey bwee.