dar, u have complete me.u make me smile.u give me love that i've never tasted before.i miss ur whispers in my ear. i miss seeing ur smile.so much.i miss holding u close to me.i miss it all. i am in love with u.i am truly in love with u.dont doubt it.
Sigh.. its a saturday, and im doing nth.just sitting arnd and all..waitin for dar to come on.shes sick.and im very worried.i noe for a fact that my dar hasnt have proper sleep the last couple of days. and with a series of distractions.im very worried.i cant know exactly how my love is.im not there.im worried. i hope she is much better.i really love her alot.
maybe i'll go take a nap. there is really nothing to do here.and i hate it.i really do.i miss home.i miss being in my baby's arms.ah! i remember her fingers.i remember how i used to run my fingers through hers.the nice, warm, smooth feeling.just serenes it.ah......that beautiful pair of hands she has....just beautiful.
i cant wait for june.i cant. i wanna belay baby.i wanna be the one to hold her and catch her

dear, i will hold u if u fall.i will never let u get hurt.i will never let go.

i'll go nap now.
nothing to do...
really nothing..

love u baby.love u always
i wont walk away from you.
i wont.i will never.i cant bear to.
i want u. i need u.
i love u.