20th May 2008

Completely shut frm the coldness outside tonight. windows jammed shut, door's closed and heater cranked up to the max. im not suffocating, because i have her*.
Another worthless day. did catch up with my love. who had finally attained sufficient rest after all the work she had to do at the buddhist event. Im happy and glad, that my love has found her true religion, shes a staunch buddhist. and i have faith that she would do well in it. and hopefully in time to come, i can be like her* anyway, im writing this, as my sweet lil one heds off for dinner. (that she had cooked!) man, i really miss her cooking so mch. the days are number till im home. its slow but yet fast. (if u catch my drift)i must start to buck up in my studies. i have so many ppl that i dont wanna disappoint. my lover, my parents, the world. it awaits me and her. i have to do this well. i guess its a source of reliance. knowing that u got 'paper'.

my love asked that i love her forever. undoubtedly, i definitely would. i could never see anything wrong between us. shes beautiful. and i finally know, I DESERVE HER. thats one thing i cud proudly acclaim, the rest, i'll wait till i get my 'paper' =X.

green, red, black.
colours of truth.
whats green without red.
whats black without green and red.
whats love?

love is the delights of two unknown people who greeted each other at first sight. love is the magic of two individuals who made a pact to stay together forever.
thats love.